tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post4574065430228932739..comments2023-10-14T08:20:40.438-07:00Comments on Ayesha's Saudade: UnrestAyeshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-67210900503505843972010-05-17T23:16:52.207-07:002010-05-17T23:16:52.207-07:00Not for a moment did I think you do.Not for a moment did I think you do.Raposo Nevesnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-70458561925290562172010-05-17T22:55:30.465-07:002010-05-17T22:55:30.465-07:00I don't play with guns either!I don't play with guns either!Ayeshahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-36949573500288791992010-05-17T22:48:12.433-07:002010-05-17T22:48:12.433-07:00Do you think I became maybe too fixated on the pic...Do you think I became maybe too fixated on the picture? Looks like I'm using your blog as a psychiatrist's couch. It's just that my damn fears oppress me a bit. I would like to know that I could face the things I fear without cracking up. So, why don't you show your Florence Nightingale side, and give me something to calm me down? Maybe a shot of... Just kidding! I am not looking for gun play in dungeons, not even for therapeutic reasons...Raposo Nevesnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-77744394567519107502010-05-17T14:33:01.604-07:002010-05-17T14:33:01.604-07:00U were right in ur first comment. It's an exec...U were right in ur first comment. It's an execution. The execution of a foul and rotten peace.<br /><br />If u want to take the picture literally, then it would be best not to be there with me, as i'm not one who only would threaten a person.Ayeshahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-72515423122748394862010-05-17T14:15:39.460-07:002010-05-17T14:15:39.460-07:00The picture in this blog touches a nerve in me. Mu...The picture in this blog touches a nerve in me. Much more so than my short and easy comment suggests. I imagine myself there, having to take that.<br /><br />With the dungeon-like background of the image, I could have invented other stories: Maybe she is there to threaten her prisoner, to scare him? She could be using the gun to get some point across.<br /><br />But the obvious is of course that she is going to kill him, and there we go, into dark territory.<br /><br />The fear, the taste of what such a moment would be like. My throat starts to dry. It can be physically unpleasant to open certain doors in the head, to think those thoughts. The things we fear. To force yourself to look at the details. And ask: "What if it really were to happen to me, how would I behave in that moment?"Raposo Nevesnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-65251705615605522302010-01-10T08:52:36.660-08:002010-01-10T08:52:36.660-08:00Why not try, and express ur thoughts on this by dr...Why not try, and express ur thoughts on this by drawing a picture?Ayeshahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-60913171434137312602010-01-08T06:10:47.985-08:002010-01-08T06:10:47.985-08:00This is possibly not combat. It could be an execut...This is possibly not combat. It could be an execution, as she seems to have come into some sort of a prison cell. The door is still open, she won't stay long.<br /><br />Maybe it's a battle won? Time to do away with the defeated.Raposo Nevesnoreply@blogger.com