tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post7588350620664201049..comments2023-10-14T08:20:40.438-07:00Comments on Ayesha's Saudade: SickAyeshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comBlogger24125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-89817386376307906482012-12-03T14:36:26.347-08:002012-12-03T14:36:26.347-08:00Speaking of Yahoo Groups, how long did it take you...Speaking of Yahoo Groups, how long did it take you to realise that Yahoo should be renamed Yahell ? These groups are supervised by a bunch of inconsitent blue noses. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-59761418987505643862012-12-01T18:04:28.738-08:002012-12-01T18:04:28.738-08:00The world would be much better off, if the herds w...The world would be much better off, if the herds which allegedly r trying to heal the planet and made it their quest to come to the rescue of it, would take a hike, never to be seen again! <br /><br />Suggestion: Try a project of a lesser magnitude, like for instance helping ur neighbor to pay off his mortgage, or kicking a lowlife's ass when he's mugging a stranger in the street. Having done such things for a while, of cors u could go to the next phase, and try to get more people to follow in ur footsteps by showing them how it is actually done. Not by talking about it. Ah, what a wonderful world that would be.Ayeshahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-13107416530064526402012-12-01T16:25:24.348-08:002012-12-01T16:25:24.348-08:00I am sorry you say that you will do nothing to mak...I am sorry you say that you will do nothing to make the world better. <br /><br />Still if and when the world is any better I believe that you will do nothing to make it feel worse. <br /><br />I mean I cannot believe that you will make a pointy stick and stab your eye with the sharp end each time you feel a bit better. <br />Satanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03441212921860748474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-84432090933619633932012-12-01T10:23:44.562-08:002012-12-01T10:23:44.562-08:00Making the world a better place is absolutely not ...Making the world a better place is absolutely not my quest! Ayeshahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-63823578958469120652012-12-01T03:36:37.803-08:002012-12-01T03:36:37.803-08:00No sorry I’m not sure of that stuff.
I believe y...No sorry I’m not sure of that stuff. <br /><br />I believe you that you wish to make the world better than it is. You wish to “...change the facts...” <br /><br />I am sure that the big exploiter is good for big time production. I just mean good compared to the failed small time exploiter. That is how come he the do nothing exploiter hogs so much wealth now. That is how the facts are changing. But I am sure that, in his turn, the big exploiter turns out to be bad for big time production too. I mean bad compared to the worker as a team who will have to make himself the owner of the lands and means that he uses as a team. <br />Satanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03441212921860748474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-62324039818037913912012-11-30T14:44:15.301-08:002012-11-30T14:44:15.301-08:00Ever heard of noise cancellation and/or destructiv...Ever heard of noise cancellation and/or destructive interference? Transfer that to exploitation, and u'll get a glimpse of what i'm talking about, which certainly is not "business as usual"!<br /><br />Rebels r mostly misguided angry vanillas, and in their fury to bring change to whatever what, r using the same tools as the ones they're allegedly fighting, and thus will continue with the same old crap they say they r against. This is yet another example of moronic behavior, masquerading as some heroic sacrifice and fighting for a noble cause. Freedom fighters? Lmfao!Ayeshahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-79207885755005997442012-11-30T13:56:32.496-08:002012-11-30T13:56:32.496-08:00“...Try exploiting the exploiters...”
That sound...“...Try exploiting the exploiters...” <br /><br />That sounds just like business as usual. Trend is to concentrate more wealth into the hands of those who do not work for it. <br /><br />But I'm in two minds about if you are getting fed up yet with all of this rebel talk? <br /><br />Satan <br />Satanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03441212921860748474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-81046538006266765402012-11-30T10:38:48.050-08:002012-11-30T10:38:48.050-08:00It was u who brought up the Houyhnhnms, so u shoul...It was u who brought up the Houyhnhnms, so u should know! But in case u missed Swift's point, here's mine: There r times when reason is blurring one's potential to not only leave one's box, but to not think in boxes at all. Or to put this in a less philosophical/confusing way, here's a simple example of this phenomenon: Reason tells me NOT to strut around in skyscraper heels, and certainly not "24/7", or to go shopping wearing high boots when the weatherman shows me it's 35 degrees centigrade outside. But i won't listen to that voice, and will follow my passion no matter what. And rest assured, it feels great and goes way beyond what certain areas in my neocortex r trying to convince me of.<br /><br />Um....i know what that profile is about :)Ayeshahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-75182212662930641762012-11-30T10:10:55.665-08:002012-11-30T10:10:55.665-08:00Try exploiting the exploiters. Much more rewarding...Try exploiting the exploiters. Much more rewarding than rebelling.Ayeshahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-13233697135529684612012-11-30T08:05:20.097-08:002012-11-30T08:05:20.097-08:00A pair of Jacks? Just one really. Don't know ...A pair of Jacks? Just one really. Don't know what that other profile is all about. <br /><br />Reason an impediment? How so?Jackhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12654032764386427929noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-76093565273896427922012-11-30T00:47:17.503-08:002012-11-30T00:47:17.503-08:00I did not buy into that either. To rebel against e...I did not buy into that either. To rebel against exploitation is not just a crap doctrine. Satanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03441212921860748474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-4001540562590833732012-11-29T21:28:55.730-08:002012-11-29T21:28:55.730-08:00Sounds like some kind of Maslow doctrine. I never ...Sounds like some kind of Maslow doctrine. I never bought into that tho, but i can understand it's appealing to the masses as it's quite common to believe one has to make sure that first this or that is achieved b4 one can take the next step, and the next, and the next, till silly nirwana is waving at the horizon, inviting u to make ur final step toward eternal bliss. Like i said to Jack: "Jeeez, the crap that humans can come up with."Ayeshahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-40047738770953445802012-11-29T16:49:20.034-08:002012-11-29T16:49:20.034-08:00I do not say that to survive is all. Make it easie...I do not say that to survive is all. Make it easier to survive and you free yourself for everything else. Satanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03441212921860748474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-61074704849992051312012-11-29T16:22:47.014-08:002012-11-29T16:22:47.014-08:00Wow, two jacks. Black jack anyone?Wow, two jacks. Black jack anyone?Ayeshahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-51174834528218072112012-11-29T16:16:29.576-08:002012-11-29T16:16:29.576-08:00Not all vanillas r morons all of the time, but all...Not all vanillas r morons all of the time, but all morons r vanilla.<br /><br />Horses r horses, and should stay horses. That way they can keep their uniqueness and grace. The ones Lemuel is babbling about r damaged, as they can't understand how utterly stupid and impeding reason can be.<br /><br />Yeah yeah,.....beggars would ride... and more of that nonsense. Jeeez, the crap that humans can come up with.<br /><br />Ayeshahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-82515514813642674242012-11-29T15:58:36.384-08:002012-11-29T15:58:36.384-08:00If i was dumped on this planet only to survive, i&...If i was dumped on this planet only to survive, i'd surely would make arrangements to leave the damned place asap.<br /><br />The only ones i love to eat r women of my kind.Ayeshahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-62531595284455034522012-11-29T09:28:19.151-08:002012-11-29T09:28:19.151-08:00"Herds of vanilla morons", indeed. Don&..."Herds of vanilla morons", indeed. Don't know about the vanilla part, but the moron part I can attest to.<br /><br />I've been amazed at the intelligence of horses and the variety in their personalities. Lemuel Gulliver preferred their company to that of his own species. At times not hard to fathom, that.<br /><br />Not to That Place, no. If wishes were horses.<br /><br />Jackhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12654032764386427929noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-3880370685793289162012-11-29T06:17:58.849-08:002012-11-29T06:17:58.849-08:00About what shapes us...?
“...So the "other ...About what shapes us...? <br /><br />“...So the "other half" u r talking about, can only manifests itself depending on what's cooking in the "inborn half". And if that's a 50/50 thing remains to be seen...” <br /><br />Yes. I did not mean to say that this half was the same size as that half. I will say that the way we survive is a big half. <br /><br />The fight for better conditions for animals is one part of the fight for better conditions for the worker. The worker who works long hours, days, weeks, months, and years killing bulls in a disgusting slaughter house feels that this blunts his potential and turns him into a brute. He needs varied and mentally healthy work. <br /><br />He will learn of his strength. It will be possible. He will make a new way to survive but as a free man and not as a slave as now. <br /><br />A new world of ideas will grow from the new way to survive. <br />......<br />About sex...? <br /><br />I like it with a good woman better than like it with a bad woman. <br /><br />......<br />About eating people...? <br /><br />“Please don't eat me! I have a wife and kids! Eat them instead!” <br /><br />Homer Simpson <br /><br />Satan <br />Satanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03441212921860748474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-50566472235232089412012-11-28T20:36:55.892-08:002012-11-28T20:36:55.892-08:00"....a half truth only."? I wrote about ..."....a half truth only."? I wrote about this many times. Quite recently in another blog when exchanging words with the man "jack" (he has many screen names, hehehe)here below. Over there i argued: "It’s more a question of what biologists call the difference (and connection) between genotype and phenotype. What’s not in it, can’t come out. But what’s in it will only come out under certain circumstances, in certain situations. Still, what’s in it will do everything to come out no matter what (like a baby in the womb), even under very unfavorable conditions. Sometimes with disastrous consequences. It’s one of the reasons why people with d/s potential often get frustrated, feel unhappy, get depressed, r scared to death that someone will find out about what’s really makes them tick, r taken advantage of by less scrupulous people, sometimes struggle a lifetime to get accepted by herds of vanilla morons, or give up and pretend to be vanilla. If u would know about the suicide rate among transsexuals for instance, u would know what i’m talking about!<br /><br />I was aware of my dominance since as far as i can remember. And it just had to come out in whatever form. That i’m fond of, or rather addicted to, wearing exquisitely supple leather, slutty rubber outfits, boots, using whips and firearms, certainly was not inborn, but evoked by the societies i grew up in, became a part of, and wanted to belong to."<br /><br />So the "other half" u r talking about, can only manifests itself depending on what's cooking in the "inborn half". And if that's a 50/50 thing remains to be seen.<br /><br />************<br /><br />U believe a bullfight is less bad than men eating each other. So not me. I'd say: Bon appetit, but leave the bull alone"<br /><br />"We have to learn them."? Let's say we can learn from them, and throw "have" into the garbage bin. But i'd rather change the facts u r referring to, and make some history myself, so that at future campfires the elders will tell the youngsters about Ayesha's adventures in Moron-Land, how she changed the facts, eradicated leadership, crushed vanilla laws, values, and protocols, and......well all herstory.<br /><br />I fail to understand why sex "should be fine noble and beautiful", or that it could be "disgusting and objectionable and like it". Sex simply is me. Sometimes it's good, often it's great, and most of the times it's out of this world.<br /><br />The creatures u mentioned r not women, but parasites, sweet talkers, slime balls, and fucked up posers, not worthy to be labeled as specimen of my gender.<br /><br /> <br /> Ayeshahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-25088810897662021862012-11-28T18:33:57.473-08:002012-11-28T18:33:57.473-08:00You made me laugh, thank you; “Sweetie” makes me s...You made me laugh, thank you; “Sweetie” makes me sound like an under-age school girl. <br /><br />“...inborn destiny...” Our likes and dislikes feel to us to be inborn destiny but that is really a half truth only. One half of each of us is inborn. Then what each of us gets or learns after we are born is the other half. <br /><br />In general it is too much to ask our morals, laws, science, art religion or any ideas to be higher than our way to survive. All history shows this. Your bull fighting is bad and yet it is better than the old circus where it was the slave who they killed for fun. To make a slave work or die in the circus was bad and yet it was better than the days when men just hunted and eat other men. That was bad and yet it was better than hunger. <br /><br />Nor can we choose our way to survive. I mean we do choose but we cannot choose the facts that shape our choice. Nor are the facts just inborn. They are historical and ever changing. We have to learn them. <br /><br />Somewhere in the back of our minds we men know that ideally sex should be fine noble and beautiful. <br /><br />But at the same time we men may well live with sex that is disgusting and objectionable and like it. We are sex mad dogs. <br /><br />A bad woman is no better than a bad man. It is the same. It is just as easy for a cruel resentful woman to mess with us and more than just with sex. They will try to take away from all fulfilment. I mean from all life fulfilment. They can succeed too. I tried that one. I do not hate any of my old flames. But I have spent too much time in relationships like that. I learnt to forgive too much. It was there that I learnt how to eroticise forgiveness. That was not the inborn thing to do. But it was the one way to keep the sex relationship working. <br /><br />Good women wish me to do well in life. It’s not much to ask. I wish the best for her. I need her to wish the best for me. <br />Satanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03441212921860748474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-18549021921489493332012-11-27T17:32:53.553-08:002012-11-27T17:32:53.553-08:00Vanilla cruelly is always bad, appalling, disgusti...Vanilla cruelly is always bad, appalling, disgusting, and objectionable, whereas feminine femdom cruelty is always deliciously wicked, extremely fulfilling, and eternally sought after by people who know their only option for keeping their sanity and passion alive, is to suffer from their inborn destiny in the most exquisite and enjoyable ways.<br /><br />As i explained elsewhere on this site tho, i wouldn't be unwilling to sometimes exercise vanilla cruelty in the vanilla world.<br /><br />And...um....u r not bad. U r a harmless sweetie. A flickering lucifer in the immense darkness of ur hell.Ayeshahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-62637390422039604162012-11-27T17:11:29.108-08:002012-11-27T17:11:29.108-08:00If only those spectators would be killed as well. ...If only those spectators would be killed as well. Maybe barbecued and served to the Overlords later?<br /><br />So in a way u found ur way. But certainly not to That Place!Ayeshahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13021584294809647967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-2099967418179013992012-11-27T10:10:39.749-08:002012-11-27T10:10:39.749-08:00'Childhood's End' by Arthur C. Clarke....'Childhood's End' by Arthur C. Clarke. Spectators at a bull fight are caused to experience the pain of the bull. No more bull fights. <br /><br />Jackjackhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07952862100100831146noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7854932864648424898.post-11749737135613683172012-11-27T05:26:25.804-08:002012-11-27T05:26:25.804-08:00I think that they will call me a true moral philos...I think that they will call me a true moral philosophical relativist. Am I bad? Yes of course I am. I am Satan. I am bad as compared to any better devil. And yet, I see myself as good as compared to any worse devil. <br /><br />There are all kinds of cruelty. I like your point here that to be cruel can be good. Yes I say that’s right. It is good. There are some who I hate. I say that to be cruel to them must be good. <br /><br />Your own kind of cruelty is sexual. Both sides get what they are looking for. <br /><br />Then again your point that sometimes cruelty is bad. I love horses too. <br /><br />But at times I still love to catch and kill my food. Satanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03441212921860748474noreply@blogger.com