Sunday, February 26, 2012

The Forgotten One


Years ago someone going by the name of Dough but signing his contributions with “Sam” (yep, things like that happen in Cyberspace) asked me: Aside from stirring things up from time to time, what do you wish to invoke? Is your interaction here in cyberspace merely for your pleasure and entertainment, or do you have a higher agenda?

And i replied: Oh my, i see master Calvin and supreme holy man Peter r striking again! Was i not taught there was higher stuff in life than mere pleasure and entertainment? Was i not shown what happened to Sodom and Gomorrah? Oh yes Father, all that was done to me indeed. And i complied, teeth clenched, resisting to become a sinner, carrying an overload of principles, ultimate truths, and dogmas on my fragile back made from reinforced steel. I did it all. I graduated triple, became a respected citizen, a stronghold of society. But i had a second agenda, not a higher one mind u, but still an agenda. Parallel to all that complying, i was following that inner drive, my femdom drive. And i learned. I learned from the outcasts, the freaks, the hedonists, the whores, the junkies, but also from the crooks, the abusers, the torturers, the generals, the captains of industry, the politicians, the jet-set, and from my slaves. I learned that the preachments of the patriarchs r crap, worthless, and counterproductive to human relations and life. The patriarchs r driven by fear. I'm driven by lust. So indeed i'm in cyberspace (and not only there) to entertain myself. The patriarchs lost their battle with me. No compromising for me. Not anymore. Now they want to be my slave.


Ayesha NostraDomina the ultimate prophetess says: Humans eventually will find out, that they're just another species, roaming the Earth for a while, till they get extinct. Many humans will have traumatic experiences when it becomes clear to them, their soul is nothing more than a particular constellation of molecules atoms and quarks, that love is nothing more than a chemical reaction triggered by electrical impulses, and that religion is nothing more than a hoax to prevent them to get that knowledge in the first place. Some will burst into tears when realizing that femdom has nothing to do with caring, loving, comforting, finding one’s deeper inner self, or some other trivial endeavor. There will be massive psychotic episodes once they will see that their treasured 'domina' is not a substitute for the religion that disappointed them, their mom who punished them for looting the cookie bin, or that banal teacher they adored so much in school, and that femdom is just raw sex, forced by a tyrannical and lustful woman, who wants to have things her way, no matter what.

Awaiting that glorious moment, let’s continue to destroy what we built in the name of renewal, to pollute the Earth with chemicals in the name of progress, to annihilate each other in the name of religion, to go to war in the name of justice, to condone the expression of foul philosophies and miserable ideologies in the name of free speech, to support mediocre and fake voices in the name of human rights, and to vote for imbeciles in the name of democracy.





But there also is that other possibility to kill the time b4 the truth of the human condition will sink in. Yes people, a different tale. A tale not told in the Bible, Qur'an, Torah, political pamphlet, or any other scripture known by the small or larger masses. It is not even known as a myth, a legend, or a story whispered at the campfires of the Romani people. It’s a tale without heroic deeds, without sinister figures, without dark demons or enlightened species, and especially without attempts to project one’s own crap, fear, and silliness, onto other people, selling it as the ultimate truth. In fact, it’s a simple tale, not very long, quite modest too, and not very spectacular either. Well, not in a patriarchal way eh. And u know what? We all, um…..uh uh……almost all…. know this tale. Well, i mean of cors, should/could know this tale. Or should i say, could remember it? Be that as it may, this tale is no secret, it’s out in the open. But……..most fail to see what’s right in front of them (yeah, remember Krishnamurti?). **Smirk on my face, and curling my lips**

So, choose! For now and for ever! No compromise allowed! Either rot in hell or heaven, or let’s dance, and have things my way.

37 comments:

  1. Dear Agape Ayesha
    Your core is my core and mine is yours

    Care, Responsibility, Respect, Honesty and Knowledge is hard work, but it is also the most rewarding kind of work.

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    1. I will carry u
      While u will lift my burden

      U will revenge me
      While i'm destroying ur enemies

      I will take u to That Place
      While u r already there.

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  2. Krishnaji was always one of my favourites. Allow me to post those two quotes:
    -"When one loses the deep intimate relationship with nature, then temples, mosques and churches become important."
    -"What is needed, rather than running away or controlling or suppressing or any other resistance, is understanding fear; that means, watch it, learn about it, come directly into contact with it. We are to learn about fear, not how to escape from it."
    Your Way :)

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    1. Especially the first one i like. It comes close to the spirit of 老子 as well.

      As for fear? Fear is my vassal. I use her to make my enemies psychotic, cringe from agony, and jump off a cliff.

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    2. Fear is your Vassal .... yes but depending on the mood:) and the situation.At least not your only Vassal!!
      When cells of the immune system defend against infectious decease or foreign materials, do they react emotively? Guess simply following the law of nature. within this context i can understand your definition of enemies and I won't mock disincarnated:)
      As for fear, this Vassal of Yours is very real and wish it for none:)

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    3. Ah yes....the law of nature.

      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivGy1a7vjF0

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    4. :) and lead us not into temptation ...

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    5. Oh come on, what's life without being tempted eh?

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    6. There are temptations which come out of weakness and there are Ones which require a lot of strength and courage to yield to.
      No human can't be broken down, provided the right temptation, put in the right spot.
      Even though I am not an abstainer,I tend during my march in this life to chose the convenient spot and get virtue instead of vice through "my temptation's experience.
      life is nothing without temptation and I must reiterate: ... and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from OUR devils , Amen:)

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    7. Yeah right, but what if that devil is a seductively devilish woman eh?

      Here, watch a pro on the matter, hehe.

      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDXkd2NyCCE

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    8. Nice song, beautiful lyrics, amazing performance.Bruce Willis is a pro artist.Thank you for sharing.
      Few years ago, I met a seductively devilish woman and still remember that experience as the most painful, beautiful, degrading, rich one.
      A simple "No" at start will spare us a lot of pain and a simple "Yes" expressed in any way can trigger a hellish process.
      What I learn from that is never to follow a star as long as I can not touch it. Hopefully I will not meet her on the road I took to avoid "SHE". :)

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    9. U r a very wise man. And yet, i love to be foolish, do things the wise never would even contemplate.

      Do think it's unwise to challenge the devil?

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    10. It is unwise to compete with One-self. You said "the" devil and I heard of many. Can you please name that specific one?
      Isn't more comfortable and practical to ride a horse and gallop, instead of riding a spider, scorpion or serpent?:)

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    11. Let's cut the crap, and face it: There r no devils.

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  3. Mistress Ayesha,

    The Marxian concept that religion is the opiate of the masses, I do disagree with. I read the book, Einstein. It was a very interesting read. His marriage to his first wife failed due to his wife becoming agitated as compliance to a patriarchal norm in place at the time. Had they been our contemporaries I do think it likely she would have been a foundational figure in physics instead of him.

    Regardless, subsequent to his successful years of brilliance which altered and appended Nuton’s laws of gravity in certain respects, his theories began to be adapted to social dogmas. The concept of moral relativism became common and he repeatedly pointed out that his theory was only applicable to the discipline of physics. There were no societal application. Further, he dismissed the view that creation was a derivative of forces of nature alone. He believed in an ordering pointing to a creator.

    I do understand you believe in a non-transcendent interpretation, but I do hope you concede well minded people do hold differing views as well.

    I do concede that the preponderance of human religion is patriarchal based and as such, a difficult pill to swallow. I do not believe it rational to dismiss all forms of transcendence and felt I should voice my view. I am all for your view and the view of like minded matriarchal women to be paramount and a reordering of religious beliefs, but I do not think I could sign up for a Marxist view. Mao and Stalin murdered hundreds of millions of humans with such beliefs as justification and I find it severely lacking in honest interpretation of intrinsic truths.

    Sincerely,

    -SH

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    1. The time i met Carla she told me she was a sexy Christian warrior witch. U can read about that in http://ayeshafonseca.blogspot.com/2009/08/looking-back.html We had many enjoyable exchanges about religion and other spiritual topics. We loved each other deeply although we never met physically and disagreed many times, especially about religion :)

      For me the important thing is not if a person holds a different view or not, but the authenticity of that view. I think that the masses keep religion alive cos they can’t face their reality, can’t stand alone, and r in need of something that will save them no matter the atrocities they participate in. For that reason i’m more inclined to go with the words of the late George Carlin on religion. Not Marx! Same counts for all cults, rites, or whatever movement that wants blind obedience to its leadership, guru, master, or another idiotic icon on a pedestal, demanding adoration of something called sacred, holy, or mission.

      I’ve had many lengthy and great discussions about religion with authentic people in r/l, and they always distanced themselves from the sheep that were only following the shepherd no matter where he would lead them, from those who were willing to go to war just cos they signaled people with different beliefs, and from the ones who claimed their faith was the only true one, so on.

      I've studied many scriptures and found that the ones that nowadays r in use, differ significantly from the original text. For instance, did u know that originally Mary was described as a “young girl with child”, which, for one reason or another, had to be changed into “virgin with child”, and that there is a gospel where it was not Jesus who died on the cross but Judas Iscariot? The list goes on.

      If interested in how an authentic believer crosses the sword with his god, then read Harold Kushner’s “When bad things happen to good people”.

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    2. I tend towards restraint when talking about beliefs and practices.Parsimony is key here. just few words: it is not about how much we know but about what we do and How:)

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    3. Is that why Jesus said: "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing"?

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    4. well not exactly. there are things which we understand deeply when not asked about and if we try to answer we find out we simply don't know. Things which come out of experience and may not be of big interest to post on a public blog.
      However, I find no harm if Jesus asked for forgiveness disregarding who "they" are and what "they" did.
      Jesus, is for me a voice, a "verb", a hymne of love. There is and was others too. Matter of which whisper vibration, each one of us can hear.

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    5. I would never ask for forgiveness, and neither will i forgive!

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    6. "Einfühlung"- the original word in German described better my understanding for what you said.

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    7. Na fabelhaft! Sie sprechen Deutsch :)

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  4. …I see. Thank you for the response and appreciate the acceptance of differing views. I do concede women such as yourself are rightly suited to leadership on such matters.

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  5. Mr. Falconj,

    I have an undergraduate degree from a staunchly Christian university and hold to a rather well developed belief in eternity. However, I also too have found solace in whispers of prayer to the Kumari goddess Taleju. The practice of kumari worship is older then recorded time, an acient practice which I find a connection as a male submissive.

    Your words of having a belief or understanding though experience is a wonderful way of describing it. Thank you.

    -SH

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  6. :) I believe that "the One", has revealed his/her One-self through the ancient laws too. tailored Names, practices, rituals make no difference to me.
    I can not give an opinion about submissiveness as I am not one but same time can be a "worthy" slave if ever I decided "to come in and learn more about myself" reference to the first image on this blog.:).
    In that place, I am not sure if eternity is a start or an end. Still it won't make any difference if I knew it or not:)

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    1. Um....i see it's high time for a piece of Hermeticism :)

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  7. Hermeticism !! your way? :)
    high time then for me to run away for a while or suffer the temptation ...

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    1. Grrrrrrr. I will tell Hermes u r making fun of me!

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    2. Never ... You are someone very dear, respected and loved too.
      Powerful and humble,knowledgeable and sharing,tough but fair.
      I will share with Iris my thoughts too:)

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    3. Ah yes, Iris.

      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IIYOzL3cp5k

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    1. So i see. But will u stay this time?

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  9. I enjoyed our little conversation at another blog recently. Smartass??? :) Guilty. You seem to be a very passionate and interesting individual. I fully intend to read through your blog at some time in the near future. Perhaps we will have a deeper, more interesting chat then. Jenna the Anonymous One... :)

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    1. Without passion all the rest becomes a pale shadow of what it could have been in enlightened darkness.

      Without humor the Calvins of this world will never become the Caitlyns in that other world they so dearly would want to be a part of. That's why he removed my last entry too(grin). But, for ur entertainment, here it is: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zkqi7gc1gFs
      Don't u just love it? Oh and those moving caps. Aren't they deliciosa?

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